Coz im dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face
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Name: anj
Country: Philippines
State: manila
Birthday: 5/9/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: i love to hang out with my friends!!ü i love computers.. anything about technology..!!ü uhm...i love bags, shoes, belts, wallets!!! all.. i love shopping!!ü
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Internet)


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Yahoo: a_n_g_e_l_a_07


Member Since: 4/7/2004

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Sunday, April 25, 2004

I'm excited. You know why? Coz my lola's gonna go home na from the States. And I miss them so much and I'll be having lots of stuff to come!! Wooohooo! That sounds really nice. Haha. Happy!!! I miss my friends!! Woah, I shouldn't be taking summer classes kasi eh. Ah, my bad. SORRY! Haha, Ill continue later.. :Happy:


Friday, April 23, 2004

Uhh.. Happy birthday to my sister Abby. I'm bored. I just thought of my blog again. Woah.. Nothing.. I don't feel confused. I feel special to someone now. Hehe. He is so0o caring. OMG! Haha. Iba na itong sinasabi ko ah? Haha. Iba nanaman.. Hehe. Im having fun attending summer classes.. You know why? I have something to do all day long! Haha... And plus,, it doesn't disturb my sleep. Because my class is in the afternoon. And my teacher is really good. I'm happy.. I'm excited to go to school again. Super excited.  Hehe.. And, oo nga pala.. Ako lang ang babae sa class namin.. Haha.. Torn among the roses.. Ang labo nun ah.. Roses among the torns pala. Hehehehe.. There.. Here's my latest pics. Wahaha. Pic namin ni Bañez and Pic ko lang Bwahaha..    

More of me.. Ü nyek ang laki ng pic!ü

Wahaha.. gusto niyo pic ni kuya?!?!?! Uhh.. ito oh.. haha.. ang cute noh!?!??! hehe.. kamukha niya si marky ma labsh! hehe.. ayun lang for today..

*open up your hearts*

 


Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Dave and I created an account. I thought of it. Since we have so much things in common. One thing there is being a HASSLE! Haha. Add us up.. anjanddave@yahoo.com Haha! ILL CONTINUE LATER! I HAVE SO MUCH SCHOOL STUFF TO DO!!! (ON A SUMMER VACATION)


Sunday, April 18, 2004

I have lots of stories to tell. First of all, I'm happy. You know why? Because we've talked about it. Not really, but I tried to fix things. Im okay with this "person" na. And it's okay for him to go back with the same old shit. (as friends/abarkads).. Ang saya talaga. Tapos may casper pa. Haha! I feel so lucky.. What happened made me smile Basta I can't explain what I'm feeling right now. I can't say im complete. Coz I'm still incomplete. There are certain things that can never go back and never pass my way. There are some people whom you can't run onto anymore. I mean, who just left you and never go back. Well, Im not expecting them to come back, their  good health is fine with me. Teka teka.. Sino ba tohng sinasabi ko? Uhh.. SECRET! Though I can't tell. They are easy to find out. Hehe. If you're a part of my world, well.. Talagang madali..

Bakit kaya ganun noh? May mga bagay na hindi na kayang ibalik kahit alam nilang posible pa..!? May mga bagay na pinipilit mong ibalik pero imposible na. Ang labo talaga ng buhay. Haaay.. May mga bagay na ayaw mong mawala sayo tapos biglang mawawala. Alam mo yung gagawa kapa ng maganda para di mawala tapos biglang mawawala?! Sus! Yung hindi mo intensyong mawala.. Err.. Bakit ganun? yung mga mabuti mong ginagawa nagiging masama yung labas!? Nakakainis!!!! NOH!?!?

Pero masaya nako now.. Okay nako..


Saturday, April 17, 2004

Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be
If he had loved me
Truly loved me yes
I learned a while ago that kind of thing
Never happens for me
And so I go around
And just pretend
Loving life for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh and they won't see
That you never let them see you sweat
Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me

So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I’m laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I’m dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
On my face

Sing it la la la la

Sometimes I sit at home
By the phone hoping he might call me
But he don't call me
But then I realize
Dreams come true aren't for girls like me
Not like me
And so I go around with my head up
Like it ain't no thing
And when the boys around with all my friends
I’m into other things
Because you never let them see you sweat
Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me

So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I’m laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I’m dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
On my face

It’s not an easy (thing)
Sometimes it’s hard to (face the truth)
It’s not the life that I would choose (that I would choose)
But what else can I do?
If he don’t love me
If he don’t want me
I’m not about to sit around
Let myself go

So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I’m laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I’m dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
On my face

Sing it la la la la



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